I'm nervous

I'm freaked out

I'm feeling weak

It's like if I were blind and I could only walk forward.

but it scares me, it is entirely covered with thorns

and I don't wanna be wounded, I don't wanna spill any blood.

I'm so not ready for this, but run away is not an option this time.

Could I be able to continue? Could I be any stronger?

Hug me please, I don't wanna be alive when the sun rises.

I'm afraid of being alive then.

Truth is something to left unsaid

there is no good moment for hear it

there is no control when you tell it

when the sun rises everything is destroyed.

Will you be there with me when the sun rises?

Will you hug me and wipe my tears then?

Have you ever though how much this means for me?

I'm scared and I don't wanna get out when it's all clear